i hope to really embrace this next year.i want to explore. dream and discover. i want to be happy with myself. i want to be happy with all the things that are around me. i want to be happy with just what is necessary. i want to sail away from the safe harbor. i want to catch the trade winds in my sail. i want to be blown away by the wind to become a more, better, more just real Olivia. not that i’ve always been fake or ever even tried to be fake to make myself seen by others. i don’t roll like that. i don’t know. i just really want to volunteer my time more. i want to just be a little bit more free spirited in different ways. there’s honestly so much i want to do and so much i want to see next year. there’s a lot of traveling plans already set in place. so for that i’m thankful for and excited for. i just still need to step out of that one boundary. i’m growing up.us capricorns will be getting one year older soon, no doubt. i’m going to really be a young woman now. i want to become more independent. i want to really learn to make my own decisions. i want to finally get a normal job. i want to put something on my resume. i want to find a man who i can love with my whole heart and never have to let go of. i want to be happy all the time with my family. or at least just calm and situated and have everything under control.i know i can do all this with God’s grace. i have definitely strayed from Him in the year of 2010 and i want to go back to Him and get closer. because i do have faith and i know He has promises. that’s so amazing. it’s just hard sometimes because as a human, we just always want to solve our problems by ourselves. we think we can take care of everything and then just be happy and on our way. i believe that’s a negative. with His love and grace, anything is possible. with the faith of a mustard seed, He can help you move mountains. i just really need to allow myself to understand that, or try to.nonetheless, i just feel like honestly.. this year has a huge mystery. i hope that’s just not my hungry stomach telling me it’s time to eat dinner. but i really feel like some great things will happen this year. 2010 was great, NO DOUBT, i learned a lot and there will most likely be a farewell, goodbye 2010 blog coming up in the next what.. 2 days? yeah.. 2011 is creeping up on us and there are so many things bound to happen. new experiences, new faces, new loves, new sadness, new friends, new problems, new solutions, new teachers, new subjects, new travels, maybe new dog?, new blessings, new promises, new help all because… it’s going to be a new year. and it happens so quickly, as soon as the clock reaches 11:59 pm.. you have one whole minute to change that last resolution and then click, it’s 12:00 am and it’ll be 1/1/11. pretty cool. so i hope that everybody is having a good break so far. :] and don’t forget to write those resolutions!!! 

i hope to really embrace this next year.
i want to explore. dream and discover. i want to be happy with myself. i want to be happy with all the things that are around me. i want to be happy with just what is necessary. i want to sail away from the safe harbor. i want to catch the trade winds in my sail. i want to be blown away by the wind to become a more, better, more just real Olivia.
not that i’ve always been fake or ever even tried to be fake to make myself seen by others. i don’t roll like that.
i don’t know. i just really want to volunteer my time more. i want to just be a little bit more free spirited in different ways. there’s honestly so much i want to do and so much i want to see next year. there’s a lot of traveling plans already set in place. so for that i’m thankful for and excited for. i just still need to step out of that one boundary. i’m growing up.
us capricorns will be getting one year older soon, no doubt. i’m going to really be a young woman now. i want to become more independent. i want to really learn to make my own decisions. i want to finally get a normal job. i want to put something on my resume. i want to find a man who i can love with my whole heart and never have to let go of. i want to be happy all the time with my family. or at least just calm and situated and have everything under control.
i know i can do all this with God’s grace. i have definitely strayed from Him in the year of 2010 and i want to go back to Him and get closer. because i do have faith and i know He has promises. that’s so amazing. it’s just hard sometimes because as a human, we just always want to solve our problems by ourselves. we think we can take care of everything and then just be happy and on our way. i believe that’s a negative. with His love and grace, anything is possible. with the faith of a mustard seed, He can help you move mountains. i just really need to allow myself to understand that, or try to.
nonetheless, i just feel like honestly.. this year has a huge mystery. i hope that’s just not my hungry stomach telling me it’s time to eat dinner. but i really feel like some great things will happen this year. 2010 was great, NO DOUBT, i learned a lot and there will most likely be a farewell, goodbye 2010 blog coming up in the next what.. 2 days? yeah.. 2011 is creeping up on us and there are so many things bound to happen.
new experiences, new faces, new loves, new sadness, new friends, new problems, new solutions, new teachers, new subjects, new travels, maybe new dog?, new blessings, new promises, new help all because… it’s going to be a new year. and it happens so quickly, as soon as the clock reaches 11:59 pm.. you have one whole minute to change that last resolution and then click, it’s 12:00 am and it’ll be 1/1/11. pretty cool.

so i hope that everybody is having a good break so far. :] and don’t forget to write those resolutions!!! 

(Source: maluna)